my piss is mostly vinegar
a mass I’ve tried to dilute
acid in your face
is a tough opening
mornings I scoop coffee
into the press before
I’ve coupled the filter
a curse escapes me
I rushed into unknown space
to make my bones
where no one cared
if I made the cut
Thelma was strongest
fierce, capable, independent
helplessly unhappy
she endured
loved us for what
no one had been able
to destroy, honey
salt or vinegar
I had no clue what to go for
no knowledge of joy
every moment felt
had to be paid for
ripe cherry tomatoes
washed & air dried
out of so many
I eat a spoiled one
my vinegar is fear
instinct instilled at home
the open empty smile
offsets my weaponry
every morning first
a big mug of
English tea
sweetened with honey
as if I know
the blade is so sharp
you must be convinced
I won’t use it
Thoreau & Thelma
went outside every day
to find the unapproachable
nameless & wild
fellowship is familial
with plenty of space
collegial, intimate, separate
sometimes face to face
I stay lean
to maintain my edge
as if shrinking to a scrap
were hedge
vinegar, salt, or honey
we’re on the verge
of sinking into someone
who can’t save us
winter descends
a dismal weight, Emily after
Susan pushed her away
despair, disgrace
Thoreau, aside from Walden
lived with family
whoever was left
that saving grace