Tuesday, February 27, 2018

All White Clamor

Doesn’t the world end every night
when I sleep? Doesn’t the dream world
end every morning when I wake?
In both worlds the noise of people, the silence
of clouds & trees, the silence of birds
except when they think I don’t see them,
of turtles sunning until they see me,
the noise of plum trees, all white clamor
while underneath their bloom they’re hiding
bright green leaves. What’s an end
but a new cycle? Elements churn,
bee turns to blossom, worm turns
to robin, atoms migrate, the Arctic melts
to warmer & warmer seas. What’s broken
supplies the parts, the hole waits
for filling, a bluebird’s egg a snake or
starling’s next supper. Pollen’s drift
is nectar spread for sun, for rain.
Age, weather — the least of gods.

Sunday, February 25, 2018

The Ravenel Bridge

brings an instant gush of
happiness, this measure of wanting
to live, feeling joy surge at the sight of
a steel bridge, not a shape of nature
like a heron launching into flight
or a pelican sinking like a hull into a wave
these two silver peaks strung from silver wires
silver ropes against the blue sky
everyone in Mount Pleasant who heads
anywhere east every day
must catch a glimpse of it, how long for how many
before it becomes invisible
as Canada geese, mockingbirds, & crows
become invisible & worse — irritants
for being shits, bullies, & thieves
like the dozen black vultures feeding along Old
Jacksonboro Road . . . the driver, when I call
her attention to them, says, Oh yeah
they’re all over . . . miraculous
pterodactyl survivors
like the great blue so sure of its safety
it doesn’t stir when dogs & toddlers pass by
the feet pulse the bird body forward —
slowest metronome, rhythm, not sound —
then strike, then swallow
the sleeping gator lies as if it is already
nothing but an expensive shoe, not one
you want to wear for best, amaryllis
sepals wrinkle their way to release
the stem a monument to water & fiber
cherry pink cedes to leaves of yellow green

Thursday, February 22, 2018

Corner of Henry & Pearl

She begs a dime from a stranger
under a streetlight’s milky glow,
she calls her friend
three towns to the west,
waits shivering.

Behind is the place
where the man raped her.

Then
she puts on a helmet, leathers
lest someone tell
Zeus
or Eros
to look her way,
she straddles the seat,
wraps her arms
to carry
this someone forward
& for her mind & body to reunite
& for the girl she’d been to try again.

Back home her friend lowers her
into warm suds,
hot tears, fragments.

Night Life

Awake, then listening, every cell alert  . . . the owl
informing me in bursts . . . Hoo hoo hooooo.
Like a foghorn . . . warning. Night. Not still. Not dark.
A racket of foxes breaks out,
ricocheting yips like go-cart backfires,
frail trebles, tawny peach-fuzz muzzles
vainly nosing this way that way to draw
the missing vixen back to the rock-veiled den —
local rodents nourish this rare earth,
suburban survivors. We light poles & bulldoze
hunting grounds, water holes, & joyride
numbered highways, bound for coin & fame . . .
too often soiling the highway, feeling flesh
thud between our wheels like trash.

Friday, February 16, 2018

becoming mobile

                                          — after Ross Gay

not a wing though I fly
not a mouth though I sing
hail makes me a drum
my many pieces pierced
strung from a hub
hung from a hook
screwed into a porch beam
fence rail, flagpole, bird feeder
where any breeze swings me
forces me to sing
in tones the leeward wind chooses
glass, metal, wood, tile, stone
anything able to survive the banging
string strong enough to last the weather
leather or fish line, rope or knotted twine
sing & dance
not footloose but footless
not heel & toe but wheel
& what French calls sault
I’m swept off my missing feet
twisted into braids
spun, tangled, shorn
shattered on planks
shards flung at the kitchen door
on quiet days I hang in place
accumulate charge
leaves plaster my planes
hummingbirds hover at reflections
overloaded honeybees rest
my shadow moves from west to east
loses itself in dusk’s looming
I hang in dark where a bear might walk
my jangle breaks the night
startles an owl, flushes a bat
months after hanging
my strings are stretched
my profile’s changed
evolved from design
to weather & wind’s engineering
someday someone will take down my remains
collect what's not missing
jam me in plastic to throw away
if I end in a landfill
some child will find a chip of me
call me treasure
carry me along for life

Wednesday, February 14, 2018

Idyll

Picture a perfect peaceful place
tin roof view of water
sunny or rainy or violent weather
dark at night sounds of animals
birds tall trees tangled
shrubs flowers where I sit
by the window perfectly calm
look & read & write alone
one year after another
how it will be when I’m dead
no need for any other

Monday, February 5, 2018

Pond

Water prone to escape
seeks containment
homing pleasure

Lumber up & slither down
the stony grassy bank
turtle’s pleasure

Branch tips dabble & leaves drift
played by rains & breezes
dancer’s pleasure

Delved by ducks lapped by foxes
skimmed by bats & by my fingers
sampler’s pleasure

Vessel of unseen depth
fractal periphery
volume of pleasure

Bottom dweller heaves up
eructing gas & eyeing sunlight
shiver of pleasure

Fish eggs slough to slivers
pearl & blood & silver
newborn pleasure

Pillow of ease beneath
lashed-up splintery planks
summer’s pleasure

Faces of house of treeline of sky
colonize a fancied life
dreamer’s pleasure